wat a tired day~~

tired!!!tired!!!tired!!!
everyday no enough slp n slp unwell....
hate tis type of life...
nx tuesday starting exam...
all sub sure die 1~~
no yet study at all...
jz study a little bit nia...
no more special on tis few week...
jz keep doing homework n slping...
expecially friday...
tt whole day, feel very very tired...
but luckly i no slp in the class n tt class...
recently the life become very suck a!!!

still will continue ♡

finally i get the answer...
but something i still scare...
somebody i scare to face them...
before tat, they all treat me very nice...
but now i think will b a bad image...
i scare them find me talk something...
hope tis wednesday i going school...
they all can 4get tis...

today valentine day~~
no my day bec i still single~~wakaka
save money, no need to buy present~~
really feel tat, now have to concentrate in my study...
i feel glad, bec have so many friends n family support me ♡
i now dont wan them worry me...
i wan happy everyday~~
last sat really feel warm~~
noon v classmate lim teh~~
buy a black spec~~hahaha
all got 1~~find a day we all waer together xDD
night go out v my best friends n bbq~~
bbq jz keep talking, nth special~~haha
all no so kenal 1~~=P
later go celebrate sze min's birthday~~
all sing k macam very high~~
i wont 4get old friends geh~~
u all dont think like tat leh...
i 2 side also will care 1~~
hope u all everyday happy ya ♡

black spec xDD



sorry...

谢谢大家的关心…
我没事我很好…
今天早上发那么大的脾气…
真的对大家很抱歉…
这一切都是我不会控制我的情绪…
最近这几天我的情绪很不好…
小事我就发脾气了…
今早也一样…
为了样东西就跟家人吵了…
所以到了学校,我也是臭着脸…
昨天没去学校…
其实算是在逃避吧…
功课原本我就做好了…
但是我的pp一直读不进脑…
我怕了!!!以前不会这样有读至少都会点…
但是这次我读了很久,都没进脑…
越想越恐怖….
晚上又做了个噩梦…
我梦到我杀了tfl,在梦里我感到很开心…
醒了后,我越想越怕…
我很怕我真的会那样…
我会变一个坏人…
那个早上我也失眠了…
一直睡不好,昨天也一样…
Krs里面做ketua我也是很怕…
我什么都不会…
不知道要怎样教…
真的会觉得有点对不起…
Pinter你们也不要自责了…
那些事我已经消化了…
以前已开始要读中六真的有决心…
但久了环境也让我改了许多….
我认识了一堆朋友…
很开心跟他们一起…
一直以来我都很怕压力…
小学曾经因为压力而一直失眠…
妈妈曾经还一直带我去看医生…
中五因为一直读书感到很累我也放弃了全部…
只选了自己喜欢的课罢了….
现在所有背的课我怕我都读不好…
就连及格我也拿不到….
很彷徨….
目标好像快没了…
我不知道像干嘛…
今天走出去真得很想直接给车撞死好了…
但是我怕痛…没走了出去…
想了很多方法但是都是很痛,都不敢下手…
以前这问题就一直存在了…
都是怕才没发生…
头现在也痛了…
那就是最愚蠢的做法…



对不起爸妈…
我不应该那样对自己…
我以后不敢了…
别担心我…




欣伊对不起…
我中六可能读不好了…
辜负了你对我的期望…



老师们对不起…
谢谢你们的关心…
我没事,只是压力…
对不起突然吓到大家了…





朋友们对不起…
那天拜三的事我是蛮在意的…
虽然那天是很小的事…
但是听久了也是会感觉不爽…
让我觉得既然我那么不重要…
那我什么也不参加好了…
还有其实tpk不错的…
不是你们想象中的那么恐怖…



谢谢大家的关心…
中六我不知道我还想不想读…
但是感觉我读不上…
今天要是我的最罪了谁真的很抱歉…

happy chinese new year =)

tis year new year really no nice...
flood is happened before the new year...
make us have to clean the hs very fast...
but i feel lucky bec my hs d water level no so high compare v other~~
same v the year 2006...
but some of them really very cham,
their water level cant imagine 1...
i scare to stay at abdullah already...
luckly, my dad got buy the new hs at ioi...
mayb tis year's sept or oktober can pindah already~~
hehehe~~
nx year no need so worry it..xD

tis year mayb no bad 4 me...
angpao become many compare v last year~~
hahaha, no lose at the gamble...
wakaka, however i jz win a little bit nia...
hehehe, but actually i dunnoe how to play 1,
them let me win only...hehehe
happy~~xD
the second day of new year i come to jb...
cant go min's hs...T^T
but my uncle bring us go c cinema~~
the movie was touched, feel wan cry, but i no cry...
will give my bro laugh me...
now already midnight, but i no feel sleepy yet...
cham liao, tomorrow sure wake up late,
n will give dad scold again...=.=''
nvm lah, it is normal already 4 me...
i wan go c movie again aaaaaa~~
jz i got c an advestisement, it look very nice,
but it is no yet come out...
3D 1, dunnoe can go c or no, mayb waiting holiday jz c...
hehehe~~

1st day of chinese new year ♥

2nd day ♥

on the way to jb ♥

miss someone...
but i jz put it on my heart...
i noe him mayb no like me anymore...
however, i will try to unless it =)
hehehe, but i feel happy in tis moment...
bec i no need worry anymore~~
now jz have to study hard in my study,
i wan pay attention in it~~xDD